I'm in a... just a bad mood. I don't even want to... I suppose the whole thing is just pointless. God, I hate feeling stupid. It's ridiculous. I'm not... There's got to be something I can... How do I even start to... If I could just explain it to him...
I think I should just take out a permanent lease here in this study room. Maybe move in some of my furniture. It's the only place I feel even remotely productive lately. Not that I've made any amazing progress yet, but at least I understand things here. At least alchemy still makes sense. Laws. Rules. Equivalent exchange. Diagrams and formulas. Even if it is dealing with the gate, obliquely. Well, back to research.I may as well just crash here tonight...
I think I should just take out a permanent lease here in this study room. Maybe move in some of my furniture. It's the only place I feel even remotely productive lately. Not that I've made any amazing progress yet, but at least I understand things here. At least alchemy still makes sense. Laws. Rules. Equivalent exchange. Diagrams and formulas. Even if it is dealing with the gate, obliquely. Well, back to research.